The Hardest Part

I thought the hardest part was the fight.
But the hardest part is keeping the frown
How am I supposed to tell you what has happened
When I can't even show that I'm down?

Theres something that I think you should know
but I dont know how to bring it up
It doesn't really fit conversationg and I
dont know how your feelings will go.

All this time I'm devestaded and
All this time I'm down.
It felt like my life was completly faded
and it's to early to turn it around.
I expected to cry throughout the day and
I thought the hardest part was the fight.
I expected it would eb so muche easier to say but
the hardest part is leaving the light.

I'm too happy here and I should be in fear
Life is at stake and theres decisions to make.
I should be falling, wheres my devastation
Whys there laughter in this creation.

This is so weird, this is so bad.
What has happened should make me feel sad
stop the cute and stop the fun theres something i should tell everyone
But I can't.
I can't bring myself to take you down with me.
You bring me up your too good of friends to me.
Its time i tell you something devistating.

All this time I'm devestaded and
All this time I'm down.
It felt like my life was completly faded
and it's to early to turn it around.
I expected to cry throughout the day and
I thought the hardest part was the fight.
I expected it would eb so muche easier to say but
the hardest part is leaving the light.