Who Am I To Plan Tomorrow?

I lay in bed to acknowledge my day.
Listing all the aspects that went my way.
But who am I to choose everything I want you to say?
Who am I to take the person that you are away from you today?

To lay before I sleep and wish
That everything is just on whim
Its ridiculous to think that's real
To forecast what you fancy and feel.

Who am I to plan perfection?
Who am I to think of speech?
To lay in bed before I sleep and think.
"I'll say this to you, and I'll chortle because its true."

This life is full of twists and sorrows
too much life for laters and tomorrows
If I can't control what happens today,
Who am I to plan hours into what I say?

The Hardest Part

I thought the hardest part was the fight.
But the hardest part is keeping the frown
How am I supposed to tell you what has happened
When I can't even show that I'm down?

Theres something that I think you should know
but I dont know how to bring it up
It doesn't really fit conversationg and I
dont know how your feelings will go.

All this time I'm devestaded and
All this time I'm down.
It felt like my life was completly faded
and it's to early to turn it around.
I expected to cry throughout the day and
I thought the hardest part was the fight.
I expected it would eb so muche easier to say but
the hardest part is leaving the light.

I'm too happy here and I should be in fear
Life is at stake and theres decisions to make.
I should be falling, wheres my devastation
Whys there laughter in this creation.

This is so weird, this is so bad.
What has happened should make me feel sad
stop the cute and stop the fun theres something i should tell everyone
But I can't.
I can't bring myself to take you down with me.
You bring me up your too good of friends to me.
Its time i tell you something devistating.

All this time I'm devestaded and
All this time I'm down.
It felt like my life was completly faded
and it's to early to turn it around.
I expected to cry throughout the day and
I thought the hardest part was the fight.
I expected it would eb so muche easier to say but
the hardest part is leaving the light.

The Things My Walls See Daily

Pounding
Pounding from the radio.
Surrounding.
Surrounding me with every note it plays
And it plays daily.

You've found me
The way you've opened every door
Astounds me.
Am I not broken anymore?
You've pulled me.
I'm here in one piece ain't I cuz you've fixed me.

Four Walls make a room and
Two people say it's true that
When your not home I go
insanity
Four walls
See me dance and hear me sing
consistently
I embarrass myself naturally.
You've set me free.
Oh, you've set me free.

Run and hide and run and hide
bombs, they fall from every side.
Look at you and me collide
perfectly but none should see
so go and run and try and hide
they pressure us from every side
we go straight you've set me free.

Four Walls make a room and
Two people say it's true that
When your not home I go
insanity
Four walls
See me dance and hear me sing
consistently
I embarrass myself naturally.
You've set me free.
Oh, you've set me free.

Four Walls make a room and
Two people say it's true that
When your not home I go
insanity
Four walls
See me dance and hear me sing
consistently
I embarrass myself naturally.
You've set me free.
Oh, you've set me free.

You hear me sing so honestly.
How's it so easy to free me.
So many have tried and here you are with such ease.
Its farther than a trip and means more than a tease
My walls don't know you
they wonder whats gotten into me.