Monday, November 23, 2009

Nothing Is Nothing.

You look into your mind and
you dont know what your looking for,
You look out to the world and
You're probably exepcting more.

But some people think, optimistically.
What a wonderful world, im so lucky to be me.
I've got everything. Everything.
They have everything.

In reality. Optimism is key.
to survive you need to think about everything
beacuse you have everything.
And nothing is nothing.

Everything has some sort of value.
Even if you have little everything.

But nothing, is nothing.
Untill that is all you have.
Nothing means nothing
untill the luck is gone and passed.
then that nothing, is everything
everything you've got.
you've got everything.
but nothing that you want.

Think about, the things you have.
Nothing you can see or you can buy.
Think about the fact you can walk you can talk
Think about the care that you get,
Beacuse you have something. and something is something.
Something is what we all need.

Beacuse nothing is just simply nothing.
Untill nothing is what you've got.
Then nothing is everything
and thats the only thing you've got.
You've got everything
but nothing that you want.

Sickness is here. Sickness is real.
People are dieing. People are ill.
But that means nothing, untill thats what you've got.
beacuse nothing, is nothing.
Untill nothing..nothing.
Nothing is the only thing you've got.

Maybe im not quite clear.
This makes sence in my head in my heart.
Let me tell you without the rythem.
Everything that you've got.

You've got love.
you've got life.
you've got health.
so think twice.
about that nothing
that you dont have,

Keep in mind, that you've got everything.
Everything is everything. When that is what you've got.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

The Kind of Long eHarmony Registration Song.

[FYI. Do not search me on eHarmony. I'm not on it. Fair warning. You know what. go ahead. search it up. Have fun.]

Registration:Hi there. My names Alisha,
or you can call my shamazingx17
My birthday is January First.
Which makes me just around fourteen.
I can say I'm a Capricorn.
We go well with Scorpios
[so if your born in November, let me know]
I've got brown hair, hazel eyes, About 5 foot three.
I want someone about an inch taller than me [that wont be hard to find.]

You can find me-e-e-e-e on eHarmony-e-e-e-e
Get your first match for fre-e-e-e-e
on eHarmony.
There's people out there in my county.
Click on their profile and see,
that they are matched up with me
you can find me on eHarmony.

Likes:I like the hardwood floors
the smell of hardware stores
I like to go see movies.
I like to play some xBox and some wii.
I'm really into Coca-Cola.
and I'm into skating,
I can't believe i resulted to this.
I believe at love at first site.
But I'll settle for love at first type.
Oh. oh.

You can find me-e-e-e-e on eHarmony-e-e-e-e
Get your first match for fre-e-e-e-e
on eHarmony.
There's people out there in my county.
Click on their profile and see,
that they are matched up with me
you can find me on eHarmony.

Dislikes: I don't dislike anything to much.
I'm afraid of lightning and bugs,and Edward Cullen.
lets move on ahead.

What your looking for:I guess I like brown eyes.
I guess I'm into someone who shares my sense of immature humor.
I actually dont remember stating.. that I'm a girl,
interested in guys.
[just to make that clear]
I want someone my age.
I want someone my type
Brown hair would be nice.
someone who i want, someone i like.
Someone who well, i don't want a creeper.
and please don't hook me up with one of my old teachers.

because.

You can find me-e-e-e-e on eHarmony-e-e-e-e
Get your first match for fre-e-e-e-e
on eHarmony.
There's people out there in my county.
I'll get out my PC.
and type in the address.
Heart, send me to eHarmony.

My dream is to be on an ad on TV.
where every body's smiling.
And they just stare at each other and talk about there first date.

My dream is to be the one who says
at first, we clicked.
Then, i got raped.
SIKE!.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Shutter

The way.
The was i drop.
The way it stops.
The way it freezes.

And how.
How it flies.
How it flutters.
How i shutter.

When everytime i think that i-i could be someone i'm not to earn your stamp of approval but i can't. Stupid pride, why please why.

I drop. My heart stops it freezes.when your there like that.
I fly it flutters when im with you but i shutter.
knowing out of nowhere someone was my friend. and now. he's what every girl wants.

Oh oh. How the time does go go,
Hold fast to dreams don't let them die.
Hold fast to I.

Ah. How our life is done.
And you gotta run- leaving me with a story left
unspoken.

You see. The way you treat me.
Lead me on like im something you treasure
what you want forever but you. You're still the same old you.
Still after that old flame of yours that was never there. lead me on
but you don't really care. I love how no one reads this.
I love how no one see's. I love the way i say what you can mean to me,

Without anyone knowing. So i still feel bottled up. When you leave me on the edge of saying,.
Nevermind. Nevermind.
Oh..
nto again.
Leave me on the edge of nothing. Act like it was something. I hear phantom clicks.
I heard us click like we fit together. But it was like a trick. Like it was shaving cream while im sleeping and a feather.

I've got to run. No matter how much I want to stay and tell you how your driving me insane.
I have to say goodbye. I hope theres nothing left. Unspoken.